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Always remember life is without a problem, never without difficulty, never without hurtful moments, but never without God to lean on.
Thursday, December 26, 2002
 See what Care Bear you are.
How Emotional Are You?
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Balanced. You accept your emotions as normal and are not overly happy nor depressed. You are emotionally balanced and should find peace in the way you deal with life situations. Your emotions are normal and well understood. You see the light in the dark.
I am who I am
It all happened this morning while walking back home after sending off Philip...
Thoughts just came flowing into my mind, about how I used to answer my classmates when they questioned me whether am I a lesbian, or whether am I just a butch wannabe. My answer to them would be:" I have no answer to that." if not, it would be:" No.." And that No, is a serious No. Probably it's due to the school environment I was in, which led me to have a liking for girls. I have never liked anyone from school,but there were people who like me before. I dare admit that I do look at girls or sometimes, disgusting looking butches. But I'm very certain that I would not go to the extent of dating someone of the same sex. Well, it's fine to have some friends who are different from you, but don't get influence along the way.
While in school, I suppose I'm judged by how I dressed. Why judge a book by it's cover, when you can look into that person in detail?? Frankly speaking, I'm not the super feminine sort, yet also not the super boyish kind. I would rather say myself as the more sporting kind of girl. Many judge by the outlook appearance, but not the inner side. Throughout my secondary school life, I was stumbled by my Christian classmate and yet a lesbian. She once said that her favourite teacher (a Catholic) said that:" If you are happy being a lesbian, go ahead." I was totally surprised!! How could a teacher tell a student that?! We all know God created Adam and Eve, not Adam and Steve. But still, how come people want to have a change of identity? This brings me back to one religious education lesson. The teacher said that, homosexuals are born like that, which I don't really believe in. She said something like, it's already in them, and it's hard for them to change. HUH?? Homosexuals are natural? Well, everyone of us will just have to learn to accept the people in our lives.
Tuesday, December 24, 2002
Monday, December 23, 2002
Wonderful week
The trip to Thailand for missions trip was superb. It was raining most of the time when we were there, but thank God that we were able to bear it. The performances we had there were actually our rehearsals for last night's big show. Well done to all who were involved in the production, you were great.
For you guys of YESHUA
Only 2 weeks of getting together, but it seems like we have known each other for quite some time. Thank you for teaching us to be creative for God and to use our talents for Him. Thailand trip was really fun with you people. All the crappy jokes and laughter hyped up the trip.
Salute to the Ladies
Allen: Your favourite line "me? among all these people?" would make Ana Rae say:"No!"
Ann: Your ticklish laughter would always make me laugh. I'll never forget the silly and funny little jokes you come up with.
Ana: P'Pringles!! That's one thing i remember from you. Not forgetting that you said PJ's the back of the Backstreet boy.
Ana Rae: The pen-pin joke. Pen or pin, pencil or pincil?? A What again??! And your whining about not having anymore tears to cry at the airport.
To the Guys
Marlon: The special kid. The scribbles on my feet and "tattoo" on my arm by the artist.
Deyb: You can so be a Changi papa. Continue to be a wonderful dancer, Divine.
Philip: I'll never forget how you teased me for not having PJ around and your blur look.
Ariz: Work hard for God and yourself.
PJ: Thanks for being Faith's facilitator, my dinner date and an encouragement to Abby when she's feeling low. It' was nice talking to you.
All of you guys and girls were so sweet. Continue to do everything not for youself but God. Till we meet again.
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