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Always remember life is without a problem, never without difficulty, never without hurtful moments, but never without God to lean on.
Wednesday, January 15, 2003
Nice readings
Received this mail with a couple of meaningful messages. I'll share with everyone here.
Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back!
Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours.
It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone,
and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.
Don't go for looks; they can deceive.
Don't go for wealth; even that fades away.
Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright.
Find the one that makes your heart smile.
Happiness lives for those who cry, those who hurt,
those who have searched, and those who have tried,
for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives.
Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear.
The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past,
you can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.
Tuesday, January 14, 2003
Slacking period
Work ended on Sunday, and so on Monday I slept in till 2pm. It's later than the time i usually sleep in until. Anyway, practically spent the afternoon doing nothing. Flipping through papers, expecting to find another job, but there was nothing that would make me pick up the phone to call for enquiries. Oh well, hoping for better luck for the next few days.
Received messages asking me where will my next working location be, but i didn't bother to reply any of them. Why didn't i reply?? I was too lazy to, besides why waste the messages which might consist of just a few words? Or maybe they just want to know where I'll be working and then drop by to see whether or not, i'm surviving with that little income i earn. I'm still kinda pissed with their irresponsibility towards work, and how they put it in a nice way of asking me if it's possible for me to work alone. Why couldn't they be straightforward with me, saying that they aren't working anymore?? I guess, it'll take me sometime to get over this.
Bread with ice-cream had me felt contented tonight. A sudden crave for it, made my mum and i went downstairs to buy a tub of ice-cream and a loaf of bread. I was telling my mum at the corridor that, the neighbour below my family spent only one day re-painting the house. Would you or your family be able to do it within a day? Anyway, my mum said that their daughter's boyfriend had lent them some help. And guess what my mum said to me?! "Go get a boyfriend, and then he can help me." I went:"Huh?" Is she thinking that, getting one would be that easy? It's kind of hard to find someone who is filial to the other party's family, ya know. I suppose, my mum just needs somebody's help to clear up the house. Haha!! Does anyone want to take up this job of cleaning my house? Cant gurantee that there's a pay.. Haha... Oh well, actually was quite surprised to hear that from my mum, and the first time I heard it from her... And so, let's see if there would be one out there for me before i go into poly... hahaha.... ;-)
Sunday, January 12, 2003
Let's back track
Hmm.. Let's see, I've not blogged for 3 days and so shall keep the happenings short.
Thursday - Work, bright sunny sun, got myself tanned a bit
Friday - Work, sun wasn't that hot for me to tan myself
Saturday - Work, packed up early and headed for Mina's birthday party
I was hoping to be in time for Mina's birthday, even though I ended work kinda late. I just want to be there to be able to spend a little bit more time with my friends. Wendy kept asking me where I was, coz she was lonely alone there. *sigh* Poor her... Anyway, Dad specially made a trip to Bedok station to bring me to the chalet. Once got there, they were playing games, and I don't think she noticed my presence then. I was feeling weird there at first, coz quite a number of them were Mina's Baka family people and Wendy and I felt a bit out of place. If Ms Wong were to be there, Wendy and I would most likely be the ones entertaining her. Anyway, to continue on what happened, Mina's friends were like playing with party poppers. Right beside Ms Kang's ear. She has got hearing problems, she's deaf on one side. By right, Mina should have known better than anyone else that, her favourite teacher (or "sister") has hearing problems. She should have stopped her friends from doing that. From a distance, I was looking at Ms Kang already and at the same time telling to Wendy about Ms Kang's ear. Could see that Ms Kang was kinda pissed, but I guess she didn't want to show it. Poor Ms Kang... After that, Ms Kang wanted to leave already. However, the birthday girl didn't want her to and her boyfriend waited for her for almost an hour. It was the very first time seeing that Mina actually had the kiddish tantrum. Boyfriend was angry, called and quarrelled. Just why did she have to do that?? She's 18 and still behaves like a small child. When will she ever grow up?? I guess, Ms Kang was pretty upset about what happened.
Anyway, I got to talk to Ms Kang about some stuff. It was the very first time where I got the chance to talk to her. Usually when I was in school, I would just say HI! Showed her photos of camp and musical. Told her about mission trip to Thailand and also the coming June trip. Learnt quite a bit from her. She told me that, pray and God will provide and lead you to where He wants you to go. Thanx for the advices.. She's nice... But still, I'm still worried for her sense of hearing. Anyway, Ms Kang had to leave already but Mina was like out somewhere, She actually wanted me to tell Mina that she has left, but I said to her that, she better tell Mina herself that she's leaving. But she said that she can't be bothered with her anymore, as she had reached her limit. But well, she managed to catch Mina and informed her that she's leaving. *Phew* I was afraid that if Ms Kang didn't do it personally, Mina would be upset again.
Sunday - Powerhouse was good. I didn't realise the verse i picked was actually highlighted in my Bible. It's God's will, yeah. Last day of work at Marine Parade. Cleared up the booth together with Ferderick. He made 3 trips to push everything back to the fruit stall. Thanx, brother.. Weiming's mother gave me a quarter of a watermelon. Told her that I would be back to visit. They were really nice. Walked back to booth area to say bye to the friends i made. They were nice, although a stall's workers were a bit lian-ish. Thanx for everything!
A song was ringing in my head the afternoon:
~In Love With You~
Just a gentle whisper, told me that you'd gone
Leavign only memories, where did we go wrong
I couldn't find the words then, so let me say them now
I'm still in love with you
Tell me that you love me, tell me that you care
Tell me that you need me, and I'll be there...
I'll be there waiting
I will always love you, I will always stay true
There's no one who loves you like I do
Come to me now
I will never leave you, I will stay here with you
Through the good and bad I will stand through
I'm in love with you
-Jacky Cheung and Regine
The song's kinda long, so didn't quite finish it. Anyway, it's one of my favourites and the tune suddenly came upon me. So ya...
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