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Always remember life is without a problem, never without difficulty, never without hurtful moments, but never without God to lean on.
Saturday, June 28, 2003
Tired, Shagged, Pissed
Was totally shagged and tired after one whole day at work, without getting any "clients". But, at least i felt much better after joining Becky, Josh Ong and Lee, Dennis, and Hannah at airport for a while.
Time passes real fast. One week has gone by, and i thought i would be able to perform better at work after returning from Philippines. But seems that it's kinda impossible for me to do so. Was thinking of ending work this week, but then it would be a little stupid for me to leave without earning back my expenses on transport, food and blah blah blah... So, i've decided to stay on for one more week before school starts. But then, i have only 4 working days for the week, coz i've got orientation on thursday and friday (which i don't feel like attending). I've tried approaching and stopping people, but no one seems to give a damn about my presence. I'm sick and tired of "talking to the hand", people being ignorant of my question, people who would stop me even before i can finish my sentence proper, etc etc... I was both physically and mentally tired while at work. Got even more pissed when none of the people i approach stopped. Then was thinking of "lying in the mud and die", but in this case, i was thinking more of "lying on Orchard Road, get trampled on and die". Okie, it sounds totally stupid and lame, but i really thought of it that way.
Why can't people just spare this little girl one minute for a short survey? Why does everyone says they need to rush when they're not even really rushing for time? Can't people just listen to what i have to say first before shutting me up?
Anyway, i so got screwed by boss on friday. He caught me talking most of the time and said that i was not doing my job. But hey, which eye did he not see me approaching people? I did approach ok! He says that i'm always dreaming, and does not look out for potential couples and all. Rrright... I stopped 4 couples on friday, but all did not go for me. Damn! 3 of the couples' husbands walked away, not interested at all and this uncle, auntie won't even want to scratch the cards. It's not 1 couple, but four couples okie?! Didn't even have the chance to dial boss' number and ask him to help me close the pitch. *Sighs*
What i like about this job, is basically the friends i've made. They've been closer to me compared to my own school mates whom i've known for like 5 years. I've known my collegues only for 4 months, and we get along very well. Although most of them smoke and all, i still think that they are a fun bunch to hang around with. I'm glad to say that, the person who would love to see me go back to work on weekends, is Naresh. Why? Coz he just loves to see me and would so like to see me everyday. He told me over MSN that, he loves to see me everyday, but it also hurts him to see me not earning anything, coz i'm suppose to be at work with a mindset of earning at least something. Both of us, we're friends more than we are supervisor and worker. At work, he has to play the role of a supervisor, but he would be a friend to some of us when work is over. Think i have to consider whether or not to work on saturdays, coz at the rate i'm going, i'm not sure whether i can get at least one for the day.
Haven't been sleeping well lately. So, i really have to catch up with my beauty sleep. Zzzzzz.............
Wednesday, June 25, 2003
What Finding Nemo Character are You?
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