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Always remember life is without a problem, never without difficulty, never without hurtful moments, but never without God to lean on.
Wednesday, November 26, 2003
Gone
"See You!!", the last two words i heard my little cousin shouted out, and it made me smiled for a while. Just a short while.
Well, it was a tearful goodbye. Granny, Derrick (my cousin), Big aunt, Aunt's parents, her sister, some relatives, Andrea and my Uncle and Aunt themselves too. It was the first and last time i see them cried. However, i'm surpised that my sister and brother didn't even shed a tear. As i gave them my last goodbye hug, tears just rolled down my face. But I told myself to put up a strong front, not to cry so much there. Now, as i am alone, the feeling of sadness is just in me. I'll just cry to myself and noone sees it.
My brother said to my mum something which i think was damn evil. "I've never seen a tomboy like 'da jie' cry before." How bad could it get?! I'm a human with feelings too! Right, let's face the fact that he does not know how close i was to them. They're my godparents, my favourite people in the family, my encouragers.... They are the ones who keeps me going. But, life still goes on without them here for me. Guess i'll just be waiting till next year, for me to pay a visit to them.
In another 3 hours or so, they'll arrive in Melbourne. God, give them travelling mercies.
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