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Always remember life is without a problem, never without difficulty, never without hurtful moments, but never without God to lean on.
Saturday, August 14, 2004
Really deserved it man
It's 3am now, and also the last day of holiday. But NO! I have to finish school work in 24+hrs to prepare for submission. Gawd!! This is much horrible compared to last semester. Damn it!!! It has to be the punishment God gave to me for not focusing on doing assignments... Found out that i had to hand in a java program with 4 imaging functions in first lab session, and 8 for the final submission when login to school system, i panicked!!! What am i going to do?! I'm so so dead!! I felt like crying, cuz i'm scared... And for UID, Lab work and project proposal submission on Friday! I haven't done anything for the lab work!! Blame it on the relief teacher, cuz she can't teach for goodness sake. We learnt nothing from her. Oh man oh man... Somebody help me!!!
Things at home ain't looking good. Getting pissed with a particular *, wasn't what it was before. Is it my attitude or just that * else's attitude and behaviour turns me off?? I don't know... Not that i'm giving the attitude or face, just that they way that * isolates *self is getting on my nerves. People who were once close to * feels so too, and are trying to do something about it. But they too do not know where to start!! My parents, i don't think they even know. They just nagged at me and asking me to stop yelling unreasonably at *. Why is it so difficult to live in harmony under this roof?? Well, i believe the chinese saying that, "jia jia you ben nan nian de jing".
Lord, i feel distant from You these days. I have feelings that, You're not there for me. But what i do know is that, You will always hear my prayers no matter what. The things now takes up most of my mind are school assignments and projects, and You've been cast aside for now. I don't want that to happen, cuz I know that only You can see me through all these pressure. Lord, just help me.... Amen.
Monday, August 09, 2004
Things to do list
- MMPG assignment - 16 Aug lab session
- ECAD assignment - first week lab session??
- UID topic research & proposal - submission not sure
- CMSK research & report draft - submission on 16 Aug evening
- MBDP group project - doing on Wed (11 Aug) & hoping to complete it
Top 5 things which i have to tell myself to do. This week won't be any other holiday man... Projects and assignments are top on the list right now. But of course, God should always be priortized first before any other thing. In this way, i can have the strength and discipline to do those things in few days. Will try to enjoy as i'm working on those stuff.
Sunday, August 08, 2004
To ABLAZE Team: Great job done for tonight's performance for CBC's 40th anniversary. It was the first time i see people actually finish everything on the 10 course meal. Wahahaha!!! It's scary to see the dish wiped clean in minutes. You guys & girls really rock man!!!
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